Sunday, April 27, 2008
new lappy
Finally after almost 2 months or so I have got a new laptop. the old one broke about 2 and half months and I felt as if it stopped me from doing many things. And suddenly I see myself online all through the day having really not a whole lot to do except reading all blogs and downloading some songs.I guess it has become a kind of necessity. So will keep my fingers crossed and hope it works fine for along time and you guys will seem posting more often in blogggggersville....
my chance
yep after being dropped I got a chance to play. I was in the playing eleven and my name in the eleventh player. So it was saturday morning we elected to bowl and surprisingly they gave me the bowl and my first over was pretty good. A maiden to start off. But I didnt have a great day in the field. I DROPPED 3 catches, 1 in the deep and 2 of my own bowling. Then came our batting . We needed 236 runs of 45 overs in a relatively small ground. Our batting started of ok but we lost our first wicket early in the 20s but soon we were 65/3 in 10 overs. Then I entered the pitch not pitch was a MAT to be more precise. Opened my account with couple with a cover drive not nicely timed but good enough to open m account. The second over was a eventful one. I guess was my 6th ball came in with a pretty decent bounce crashed onto my chest. Hurt me real bad but didnt make to fuss abt it then. Then we lost one more wicket of our main batsman who won us the last match. Most of the people lost hope. Then me and the next batsmen build the innings and we had a partnership of 101. In the process i got 2 more blows on my right thigh. Pretty unusual for a right hand bat. Any way I got out when we needed 60 runs of abt 90 balls. Got out to a very bad delivery a slow full toss. but I thought i had rescued the team and brought close to the victory. So it was a nice rebuilding innings with 5 fours. at the end it boiled down to 17 runs of 6 overs and our last pair. well it was real close encounter and finally we won.with about 11 more balls to spare. a close finish.
Alls well that ends well. Everything went well had a nice sleep to realize in the morning that I had the BALL prints in my chest and my thighs. looked like a freaking TATOO with red and green color.Was paining like hell seemed as if the blood had clotted there. Hope things will be back to normal next week and I guess i have cemented my place for at least 2 games after the one yesterday.
Alls well that ends well. Everything went well had a nice sleep to realize in the morning that I had the BALL prints in my chest and my thighs. looked like a freaking TATOO with red and green color.Was paining like hell seemed as if the blood had clotted there. Hope things will be back to normal next week and I guess i have cemented my place for at least 2 games after the one yesterday.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Dropped
yes recovered completely from the craziness and back to normal. Yeah the other day morning I did get up early and went for a game of cricket. After quite a while. Had 2 hours of sleep not long enough but good enough.
So joined a club, to keep myself fit. Iam not a GYM guy so this how I try to be fit. DIdnt have great day with the ball and nor with the bat but njoid the outing . One week later We have a League coming up and I am dropped out . SObbbbbbbbbbb. Can't remember when I was dropped out of a team. Every dog has to warm his ass in the bench and this time its the MADRASi ............
So joined a club, to keep myself fit. Iam not a GYM guy so this how I try to be fit. DIdnt have great day with the ball and nor with the bat but njoid the outing . One week later We have a League coming up and I am dropped out . SObbbbbbbbbbb. Can't remember when I was dropped out of a team. Every dog has to warm his ass in the bench and this time its the MADRASi ............
Sunday, April 6, 2008
crazy post
This post is divided into 3 essential parts. The first one starts with the aim, the second is called "the randomn" , the third is called the "request".
Aim: The sole aim of this post is to trying to fail to communicate the randomn thoughts that is going through my mind at this point of time. I have tried real hard to say the things that I have been thinking till date. It is not just thoughts that have been accumulated in my mind over a period of time but is a collection of iamginations , thoughts and the appropriate word that iam unable to communicate in this sentence.
randomn: time 3:55 am when i started this post . day sunday april 6 ,2008. I went to my sleeping place at abt 1:00 am.i was trying to sleep when this happened. This is to make me realise that I have done something which I would like to see and remember that it was done by me and inturn et reponse from as many people as possible to see if this happens to them as well. Ths set of waord in the entire post might or might not make sense. I have plenty of things going on in my mind but i feel that iam not acting the way in which i should be doing which might not essnetially be true.I have many things that I think of becoming , achieving , being and wot not. while writing this post I have made an sinciere attempt to not go back and read so that i could correct myself.All this might or might not sound wierd or may be some other word which iam trying to find out or rather know or might not know or wotever it is that dosnt make any sense. while writing this I feel some people might have already stopped reading this message or started laughing or that word. Iam trying not to comprehend that word by any VARIABLE so that it cannot be comprehended. few people might think that this is all beause of excessive strain may be coding , tension .Pressure or wotever. I feel at thois point that i have wasted too many lines which could be true or can be false. Its a humble request that you read the entire post if you have reached until this point. I have this feeling that i have lost my way in life. all the statements can be right , wrng or all the possible outcomes that a statement or an undefined thing can be. I am deviating. Iam trying to focus on my problems but when i try telling it to anyone I feel Iam deviating from it by giving some sort of an explanation that Iam not insane.I eel I can handle my own things but this post might suggest the other way. Until this point I have wriiten only the smallest imaginable part of thoughts that wnet through my mind.This is getting really difficult not to communicate with typing the set of alphabets of charecters which make sense. The slast stament was deleted. yes coming back to my problems I need to do a lot of things. There were plenty but i cant rmemeber even a single one. At this point of time I feel Iam might be wasting time of many people who might be pissed off on me. So i genuinely feel that I need to stop typing the set of symbols that i have been typing. I have been typing what came into my mind without or may be with a kind of response that I expect.I know a few repsonses that will come out as comments which is requested from every reader in the next section .1) I think too much 2) Iam crazy 3) Iam trying to foolyou guys 4) iam trying to be too smart %)wasting time alana phalana I have tried not use any abusive language and if anyof the utyped or mistyped word is interpretated wrongly then its not my responsibiltity . Iam not rtying to be to good or mocking or .... fiscjmasndas,mancnc,zncdsjfldsfhsaln djndjcjdbjdsalbvadsljvhashf i hope that makes sense.I have written abt 1000 posts or taken n oaths or made x resolution but things seem to go in its way the other morning. I just get on with the things that are the most important ones. A simple example is that I need to get my license but I never try to make an sinciere attempt in doing that but I am writing this post at this time. Is omething really wrong with me or is it wot is called being abnormally normal or genunel normal. while writing this I also feel embaracedas well as proud as wellas ashamed as well wotever could be felt.cant do it more randomn is also a defined word cant write anything can I
request: Its a humble request that anyone who reads this message, to pass it on to as many frnds as they know and write in as many comments as possible.The comments could be anything and everything any abusive language any praises or any blank messages or anything that one cna think of but make sure that its all different. It would surely give me that many posiibilities as a solution to my problem. There is no right or wrong answer but every thing is a solution. I know or may not exactly know what is going through your mind after you have reached this word but this is a very genuine attempt to know if it happens to everyone and do most of them keep it to themselves. I have had ideas of keeping the randomn block defining everything and anything by keeping it blank but again that seemed to evident that I knew wot i wanted so i typed in what popped to my mind. At this point you might feel that I was trying to waste your time and if i did so I apologize.
APOLOGY: I am sorry if I really failed in conveying what I did. But I feel That everything has to end. So stopping it rite here. I assure you that this is will the last post of this kind. But the request is still a genuine one.
Now I feel iam really tired and might go to sleep soon. If I dont I wouldnt post anything because I dont know what am I supposed to type.time 4:34 am need to go to play at 8 WILL i get up ??? AM i gonna get some sleep?
Aim: The sole aim of this post is to trying to fail to communicate the randomn thoughts that is going through my mind at this point of time. I have tried real hard to say the things that I have been thinking till date. It is not just thoughts that have been accumulated in my mind over a period of time but is a collection of iamginations , thoughts and the appropriate word that iam unable to communicate in this sentence.
randomn: time 3:55 am when i started this post . day sunday april 6 ,2008. I went to my sleeping place at abt 1:00 am.i was trying to sleep when this happened. This is to make me realise that I have done something which I would like to see and remember that it was done by me and inturn et reponse from as many people as possible to see if this happens to them as well. Ths set of waord in the entire post might or might not make sense. I have plenty of things going on in my mind but i feel that iam not acting the way in which i should be doing which might not essnetially be true.I have many things that I think of becoming , achieving , being and wot not. while writing this post I have made an sinciere attempt to not go back and read so that i could correct myself.All this might or might not sound wierd or may be some other word which iam trying to find out or rather know or might not know or wotever it is that dosnt make any sense. while writing this I feel some people might have already stopped reading this message or started laughing or that word. Iam trying not to comprehend that word by any VARIABLE so that it cannot be comprehended. few people might think that this is all beause of excessive strain may be coding , tension .Pressure or wotever. I feel at thois point that i have wasted too many lines which could be true or can be false. Its a humble request that you read the entire post if you have reached until this point. I have this feeling that i have lost my way in life. all the statements can be right , wrng or all the possible outcomes that a statement or an undefined thing can be. I am deviating. Iam trying to focus on my problems but when i try telling it to anyone I feel Iam deviating from it by giving some sort of an explanation that Iam not insane.I eel I can handle my own things but this post might suggest the other way. Until this point I have wriiten only the smallest imaginable part of thoughts that wnet through my mind.This is getting really difficult not to communicate with typing the set of alphabets of charecters which make sense. The slast stament was deleted. yes coming back to my problems I need to do a lot of things. There were plenty but i cant rmemeber even a single one. At this point of time I feel Iam might be wasting time of many people who might be pissed off on me. So i genuinely feel that I need to stop typing the set of symbols that i have been typing. I have been typing what came into my mind without or may be with a kind of response that I expect.I know a few repsonses that will come out as comments which is requested from every reader in the next section .1) I think too much 2) Iam crazy 3) Iam trying to foolyou guys 4) iam trying to be too smart %)wasting time alana phalana I have tried not use any abusive language and if anyof the utyped or mistyped word is interpretated wrongly then its not my responsibiltity . Iam not rtying to be to good or mocking or .... fiscjmasndas,mancnc,zncdsjfldsfhsaln djndjcjdbjdsalbvadsljvhashf i hope that makes sense.I have written abt 1000 posts or taken n oaths or made x resolution but things seem to go in its way the other morning. I just get on with the things that are the most important ones. A simple example is that I need to get my license but I never try to make an sinciere attempt in doing that but I am writing this post at this time. Is omething really wrong with me or is it wot is called being abnormally normal or genunel normal. while writing this I also feel embaracedas well as proud as wellas ashamed as well wotever could be felt.cant do it more randomn is also a defined word cant write anything can I
request: Its a humble request that anyone who reads this message, to pass it on to as many frnds as they know and write in as many comments as possible.The comments could be anything and everything any abusive language any praises or any blank messages or anything that one cna think of but make sure that its all different. It would surely give me that many posiibilities as a solution to my problem. There is no right or wrong answer but every thing is a solution. I know or may not exactly know what is going through your mind after you have reached this word but this is a very genuine attempt to know if it happens to everyone and do most of them keep it to themselves. I have had ideas of keeping the randomn block defining everything and anything by keeping it blank but again that seemed to evident that I knew wot i wanted so i typed in what popped to my mind. At this point you might feel that I was trying to waste your time and if i did so I apologize.
APOLOGY: I am sorry if I really failed in conveying what I did. But I feel That everything has to end. So stopping it rite here. I assure you that this is will the last post of this kind. But the request is still a genuine one.
Now I feel iam really tired and might go to sleep soon. If I dont I wouldnt post anything because I dont know what am I supposed to type.time 4:34 am need to go to play at 8 WILL i get up ??? AM i gonna get some sleep?
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